The Thoughts [ Part. 1 ]

HERS 

I met a guy who I have never thought I would fall in love with him.

He is handsome, passionate, funny, and extremely caring.

Oh! He likes anime and so do I.

I can talk the whole things with him.

He seems like everything I need.

I really like him.

When I am falling down, he catches me.

When I am cold, he warms me up.

When my heart is weak, he rescues me.

With love …

He knows how to love me.

He makes me feel real good.

But …

I have been hurt too many times.

I do not know how to open myself up.

Though, I am trying.

I am scared.

                                                                        This love will end in tears and treachery.

I figure out there seems like a wall standing here between us.

When I start to have courage to be one step further with him.

He does not know my feeling for him is getting stronger.

That I have not told him yet.

And it is been eating me.

I know he is hiding something.

But I do not want to force him to tell me.

I am terrified to lose him.

He just does not know how much I love him.

I am so worried about him.

Why can’t he tell me the truth ?

I do not want to make him feel so alone.

I do want him to let me in to the river of his sorrow.

He is too secretive.

He tends to think not telling me anything is better for us.

Those are things I hate the most about him.

I am frustrated and bitchy.

I say I am done with him.

There might be someone else who can make him feel better.

I do love him.

I will never be the same without him.

Is it our ending ?

Even if it should be, I would never stop loving him.

 

HIS

I met a girl who I have never thought I would fall in love with her.

She is beautiful, smart, funny, and extremely cute.

Oh! She likes anime and so do I.

I can talk the whole things with her.

She seems like everything I need.

I really like her.

When I am falling down, she catches me.

When I am cold, she warms me up.

When my heart is weak, she rescues me.

With love …

She knows how to love me.

She makes me feel real good.

But ….

I have been hurt too many times.

I do not know how to open myself up.

Though, I am trying.

I am scared.

This love will end in tears and treachery.

I figure out there seems like a wall standing here between us.

When I start to have courage to be one step further with her.

She does not know I still have lot of things on my plate.

That I have never told her yet.

And it is been eating me.

But I decide to hide it all inside.

I do not want to scare her off.

I am terrified to lose her.

She just does not know how much I love her.

I do not want to make her worried about me.

I am not able to tell her the truth.

I do not want to stop make her smile.

I do not want to make her drown in the river of my sorrow.

She is too insecure.

She tends to take things too seriously.

Those are things I hate the most about her.

I am frustrated and bitchy.

She says she is done with me.

Does she want us to be just friends then ?

I  do love her.

I will never be the same without her.

Is it our ending ?

Even if it should be, I would never stop loving her.